I'm feeling so much doubt today. I think I am holding on far too tight to my little plan here. Any little hiccup seems to make me moody, tired, and feeling that all is lost. Now all is not lost of course! Its just sad that at the slightest bump I panic that all is lost and hit rock bottom before 5 oclock in the afternoon.

So I figure that certain events put this opportunity before me and I need to trust the Lord more than I have.

So here's hoping it works. IT HAS TO WORK!! hehe