While I was in Oklahoma and Virginia for training I spent so much time and about every meal with good friends and amazing people. I also had plenty of me time. Now that I am home I am completely alone. I don't have those guys around to be with, talk to, and laugh with. It's the suddenness of the change that is so painful I guess. I drive around when I'm hungry and wonder who I could eat with and talk to. I feel like I'm in mourning! Its weird. The people and friends I know here in Utah are slowly transitioning into new relationships, marriage, and children of their own.

So the pressure is on to get into a working environment were I can bury myself in more relationships. I need it.